Thank you. Sobra. Sobra sobra. Gusto ko lang magthank you.
"Its not just about sex… Don’t get me wrong sex is fucking great… But when you have a connection with someone… When you feel so strong for someone… Just a kiss is enough to make your knees weak… You just can’t beat that…"-(via misskatrinarose)
I think falling inlove with a blogger and actually expressing it is a brave shit to do. I mean, I have never experienced anything like this but I think it’s exciting and terrifying at the same. You’ll have an inspiration to blog everyday, someone who inspires you to be on tumblr for hours and…
"Delete her number.
Stop ringing her. Stop messaging her. Stop making excuses to see her, to drop by her place.
Erase her name from memory. Remove yourself from her life, more completely than you would like but as completely as she deserves. Move on, so that you can allow her to also move on. When you close your eyes, you don’t get to see her face. Not anymore. You don’t get to think about her lips, the warm glow of her skin when she rests next to you, or how she squeezes your hand in her sleep. You are not allowed to remember the smell of her perfume, that she only drinks mint tea (with two dollops of honey), or that she loves you.
She loves you.
She has been in love with you for too long.
So, forget how she says your name. Forget how she calls your name. Forget how she screams your name. Forget that time you got sick and she stayed up with you all night, letting you lay your head in her lap and holding a cold compress to your forehead. Forget how her hair feels in your fingers. Forget how she looks in your sweatshirts.
Know only that she existed at one point in your life, but relinquish all hope that she could exist at another point — sometime in the future that you are unwilling to specify because you don’t know what you want. Yet. It is not fair for you to swoop in and out of her life as you choose. It is not fair for you to say that you are satisfied with “things as they are” and you will have time to “figure it out” later. Let her stop investing emotionally in you. Let her pour that love and care into the people who deserve her.
Don’t tell her that you think about her all the time. Don’t tell her that it bothers you to hear about her with other people, but that you’re willing to understand as long as she likes you more than them. Don’t tell her that this isn’t the right moment but that there will be a right moment. There is not going to be a right moment. She shouldn’t have to wait for the right moment.
Don’t tell her that you can’t handle ultimatums, that you don’t like the idea of finally adding finality to your relationship — whatever still remains of it.
What you are telling her is that you want to keep her on as an option, that you are taking her for granted, that you want to know she will be there, that you can depend on her at the end of the day. When you find that no one else has stuck around or that those who have are less interesting, less thoughtful, or less doggedly loyal to you.
Doggedly loyal to you.
That is what she has been to you, for you almost as long as you have known her: a constant emotional crutch, the guarantee of stability, a safety net while you reachvout to grasp objects that sparkle and shine far greater than she does. All that glitters is not gold, haven’t you heard?
She is fire. You are ice, and you are afraid that her slow burn will smolder your cool, hard demeanor. That’s what has driven your decisions, your actions all along: fear. You are a coward. You are a hypocrite. You are terrified to let her go, but you are afraid she is too good for you, that she could drive you wild, that you would choke on her flames. That she is too much for you to handle right now.
But if you choose not to love her now, you can’t choose to love her later."
Ayokong umasa. Pero nagpapaasa ka. Natatakot ako. Sobrang natatakot ako. Pero di ko matago na masaya ako dahil nandiyan ka.
Two people can fall in love with each other but can never be together. No matter how hard they try, something is always in the way of their love. Something always comes between them — distance, time, work, religion, other people… anything. Absolutely anything at all. Sometimes, it can even be the…
Girl: Oo, ginusto rin kita non. Di nga lang ata gusto kasi papunta na sa love. Nung mga panahon na nageeffort ka habang tumatagal lalo kitang nagugustuhan. Di mo lang nararamdaman na gusto kita non kasi di ko pa pinaparamdam pero nung araw na iniwan mo ako, dun palang sana akong handang sabihin na gusto rin kita kaso wala, umalis ka... iniwan moko. Mas inuna mo kasing paniwalaan ang iba kesa sakin pero okay na yun tapos na naman eh okay na naman tayo ngayon kaya wala na sakin yun.
Boy: Bakit kasi ngayon ko lang nalaman lahat? Bakit kung kelan huli na at tapos na eh tsaka ko malalaman na nagustuhan mo rin ako. Akala ko kasi non wala nakong pag-asa sayo, akala ko mapupunta sa wala lahat pero hindi pala... ngayon ko lang nalaman na nagustuhan mo rin ako non. Sayang, sinayang ko yung pagkakataon :(
Pero hangga’t nandyan, i-enjoy mo lang.
"The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too."-Ernest Hemingway, Men Without Women (via psych-facts)
So you will never hear it from me often and I would never blurt it right out even if I feel like it. So once those words came out from my mouth, you can be confident that I really mean it.
Base By: Jahrenesis