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She ain't perfect.




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  1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

    2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

    3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

    4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

    5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

    6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

    7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

    8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

    9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

    10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

    11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

    12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

    14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

    15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

    16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
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-Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness  (via kulangotsapisngi)

(Source: emma-elsworthy)


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I dont want sex, I want the things that lead up to it. The slow kissing then the passionate kissing, then the pulling closer, the neck kisses, the grabbing, biting, heavy breathing, grinding, the pauses while you catch your breath, feeling each other. Oh my.



Then sex.

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-Unknown (via misskatrinarose)
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Matagal na rin nung huling may nakapansin sa mata ko. Ngayon na lang ulit at sa litrato ko pa niya napansin. Nakakabilib lang kasi napansin niya yun kahit na may ‘effects’ yung litrato ko. Kaunting tao lang ang nakakapansin ng mata ko, pamilya, malalapit na kaibigan pati na rin yung mga taong masasabi kong ‘observant’.

May kaklase ako noong highschool, 2 taon ko siya naging kaklase, hindi kami masyadong malapit noon, nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na makapagusap kami, yung tipong magkakwentuhan. Habang nagkkwentuhan kami bigla niyang tinanong kung nag-‘curl’ daw ba ako ng pilikmata ko. Sabi ko natural yan. Ang ganda daw.
Meron akong nakilala noon, nakakwentuhan ko siya, nakatawanan, nakangitian, bigla niyang tinanong bakit daw ako naiiyak. Nagulat ako, di ko naman nararamdaman na naluluha ako. Meron daw akong ‘teary eyes’.
Yung mga malalapit na kaibigan ko na pumupunta sa bahay at nakikita yung mga pinsan ko, sasabihin nila pare parehas daw mata namin. Nakakaawa. May nakakaawang mata daw kami.
Yung nakapansin ngayon ng mata ko, sinabi na may ‘compassionate eyes’ ako.
Minsan, pag pasok ko sa eskwelahan, magtatanong mga kaibigan ko kung bakit mugto mata ko. Hindi naman ako umiiyak nung gabi.
At ganyan din ang sinasabi ng ibang tao sa mata ko.


SYMPHONY SOLDIER: a love letter i never sent

symphonysoldier:

just found this. wow. really letting you guys in on this one. she really was amazing. it just never made it into her hands or eyes. not sure why. hope to find this again soon… here is a piece of it (and me):

“last night… i wasn’t just running my fingers through your hair… I was running my fingers…


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symphonysoldier:

i love you.
i love you means that i’ll always love you. that i loved you then. that i love you now. that i will love you after. i love you means i loved you before the word was defined. since before life existed. it means that i will love you even when earth is just stardust scattering across infinite space. i love you means you are felt and not just heard. that you exist both behind my eyes and inside my chest. i love you means that i love who you are, who you will be, and who you have been. it means that i love what you do and what you say.  i love you means that your scars and your triumphs are both one in the same. i love you means wrinkles and grey are just the same as porcelain and brown. i love you means i love me. because you are apart of me and i love everywhere and everything that you are. i love you means leaving the world around us in our crossfire. i love you means that we may burn… but that we would rather burn than to live without knowing what it feels like to be ignited. i love you means i won’t let go… that i was holding on before i knew exactly what i was holding on to. i love you means i am prepared to free fall… but never prepared to land. i love you means i will never intentionally inflict pain upon you… but if for some reason i ever do.. i will hurt with you until it is gone. i love you means there will be no one else. i love you means that there never was. i love you means a moment. i love you means a lifetime. i love you isn’t just three simple words… it’s every word i’ve spoken since your eyes met mine. 
 i love you.
-alexander michael deleon

symphonysoldier:

i love you.

i love you means that i’ll always love you. that i loved you then. that i love you now. that i will love you after. i love you means i loved you before the word was defined. since before life existed. it means that i will love you even when earth is just stardust scattering across infinite space. i love you means you are felt and not just heard. that you exist both behind my eyes and inside my chest. i love you means that i love who you are, who you will be, and who you have been. it means that i love what you do and what you say.  i love you means that your scars and your triumphs are both one in the same. i love you means wrinkles and grey are just the same as porcelain and brown. i love you means i love me. because you are apart of me and i love everywhere and everything that you are. i love you means leaving the world around us in our crossfire. i love you means that we may burn… but that we would rather burn than to live without knowing what it feels like to be ignited. i love you means i won’t let go… that i was holding on before i knew exactly what i was holding on to. i love you means i am prepared to free fall… but never prepared to land. i love you means i will never intentionally inflict pain upon you… but if for some reason i ever do.. i will hurt with you until it is gone. i love you means there will be no one else. i love you means that there never was. i love you means a moment. i love you means a lifetime. i love you isn’t just three simple words… it’s every word i’ve spoken since your eyes met mine. 

 i love you.

-alexander michael deleon


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SYMPHONY SOLDIER: don't be afraid to grow old

symphonysoldier:

when wrinkles paint your skin… i’ll admire every inch… yes, i’ll hold you from within… though versus time we never win… i will love you while we live.

when your hair is turning gray… i will remind you every day… that seasons, they will change… but through december i will stay… and be your march,…


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SYMPHONY SOLDIER: THESE ARE THE LIES

symphonysoldier:

i don’t love you, i don’t need you

i don’t ever want to see you again

i have moved on, and things are perfect

i’m okay with us just being friends.

cuz i don’t think about you, every single night i am fine without you

i sleep tight when i’m not beside you.

i’m moving on, moving on

no, i…


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symphonysoldier:

i never believed in angels…
because i had never felt their wings.
i never believed in paradise…
because i had never held the key.
i never believed in mirrors…
because i hated what i’d see.
i never believed in love…
because it never believed in me.
until you.
-alexander michael deleon

symphonysoldier:

i never believed in angels…

because i had never felt their wings.

i never believed in paradise…

because i had never held the key.

i never believed in mirrors…

because i hated what i’d see.

i never believed in love…

because it never believed in me.

until you.

-alexander michael deleon


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perfectlyuncensored:

Love them…xx


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Adam. ♥__♥

Adam. ♥__♥


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GUY 1: Why do you like her?
GUY 2: Well, she's nice, smart, funny, talented, sweet and thoughtful.
GUY 1: But I thought you said you hated her, too?
GUY 2: Not "hate." That's such a strong word, man. Let's just say I don't like the way she nags at me, the way she asks me questions in an accusing manner, the way she gets jealous with my friends, especially if they're girls. I don't like it when she gets mad at me and ignores me when I try to ask her what I did wrong. I don't like it she acts all superior and such a know-it-all most of the time. I don't like how she always brags about this and that when there's nothing really much to brag about.
GUY 1: So, tell me, why are you still with her? Why can't you just break it off with her and find someone else?
GUY 2: Because I love her.
GUY 1: How can you love someone like that? I mean, based on what you said earlier, you seem to hate her more than you like her. So how is that possible? How can you love her?
GUY 2: I.. I don't know. Maybe because despite the fact that I hate it when she nags at me, I still think she just doesn't want me to mess things up like I often do. Maybe because despite the fact that I hate it when she seems to accuse me with things, she just doesn't want to be lied to and I think she only deserves the truth. Maybe because despite the way she gets so freakishly jealous of almost everyone I'm with, I think she's just afraid to lose me. Maybe because despite the way she acts cold towards me when I've done her wrong, I can't help but think it's her way of telling me to figure things out on my own — what I've done and what I'm supposed to do about it. Maybe because despite the fact that she's one boastful girl, she has every right to feel proud about what she has and who she is because she works hard to get them and she worked hard enough to get to where she is right now. And I should feel proud of her. No, I feel proud of her. Because she's a great person and I'm the one who's lucky to have her. It shames me to think that I even dared to complain about those little things when all she's ever been to me is one amazing girlfriend.

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Long time no see, dashboard.

:))


We’re Vain. Thanks to camera360.


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Cereals for Breakfast: Dear Ex,

sadyangmatalino:

I hope someday you will find an amazing guy. Someone who will be so proud to have you to call his own. Someone who will make you feel like you’re his everything and make you want to spend every moment of your time with him. I want you to fall so in love with him that falling out of love will be…


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